And Saul, yet breathing out threatenings and slaughter against the disciples of the Lord, went unto the high priest,
Saul was a deeply religious Jewish leader who saw the earliest followers of Jesus as dangerous heretics threatening everything he held sacred. The 'disciples' were ordinary men and women who believed Jesus was the Messiah and had risen from the dead — a claim that infuriated the religious establishment. The 'high priest' was the most powerful religious authority in Jerusalem, and Saul was seeking official letters of authorization to travel to Damascus and arrest Christians there. The phrase 'breathing out murderous threats' is not hyperbole — Saul had already been present and approving at the stoning of a man named Stephen, one of the first Christian martyrs. At this moment in the story, Saul genuinely believed God approved of what he was doing.
God of impossible turnarounds, thank you that you did not give up on Saul — and that you have not given up on anyone I love. Give me the courage to keep praying for people I have quietly written off, and the humility to admit that I, too, might still be walking in the wrong direction. Amen.
The man who would one day write 'love is patient, love is kind' was once known for breathing murder. That is not a metaphor or an exaggeration for effect. Before his encounter with Jesus, Saul dragged families from their homes, stood watching approvingly while a man named Stephen was stoned to death, and was now heading to a foreign city to do it all over again. He was, by any reasonable measure, the last person on earth anyone would have nominated to become Christianity's greatest missionary. And yet Acts 9 begins precisely here — at the worst chapter of Saul's biography — because that is apparently where God likes to start. Think about someone in your life who seems too far gone — too hostile, too hardened, too set against faith or decency or change. Notice if you have quietly, maybe even charitably, written them off. This verse is a quiet challenge to that kind of giving up. The same God who interrupted a murderer on a dusty road to Damascus is still interrupting lives today. You might be one conversation, one crisis, one unexpected moment away from watching the most unlikely transformation you have ever seen. Or you might be the Saul in someone else's story — not yet knowing what is about to happen to you.
What does the phrase 'breathing out murderous threats' tell you about Saul's emotional and spiritual state — and what do you think he believed he was accomplishing?
Is there someone in your life you have mentally written off as beyond change or beyond God's reach? What has kept you from hoping for them?
Saul was absolutely certain he was serving God while actively destroying lives. How do you personally discern when a strong conviction of yours might actually be leading you in the wrong direction?
If someone who had caused real harm to people you love suddenly claimed a dramatic transformation, how would you respond — and what would it take for you to believe them?
Where in your own life might you still be in a 'Saul stage' — moving confidently in a direction that hasn't yet been interrupted by a moment of honest clarity?
They shall put you out of the synagogues: yea, the time cometh, that whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth God service.
John 16:2
The wolf and the lamb shall feed together, and the lion shall eat straw like the bullock: and dust shall be the serpent's meat. They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain, saith the LORD.
Isaiah 65:25
For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another.
Titus 3:3
When a man's ways please the LORD, he maketh even his enemies to be at peace with him.
Proverbs 16:7
Now there were in the church that was at Antioch certain prophets and teachers; as Barnabas, and Simeon that was called Niger, and Lucius of Cyrene, and Manaen, which had been brought up with Herod the tetrarch, and Saul.
Acts 13:1
Who, when he was reviled, reviled not again; when he suffered, he threatened not; but committed himself to him that judgeth righteously:
1 Peter 2:23
Now Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord [and relentless in his search for believers], went to the high priest,
AMP
But Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest
ESV
Now Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest,
NASB
Saul’s Conversion Meanwhile, Saul was still breathing out murderous threats against the Lord’s disciples. He went to the high priest
NIV
Then Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest
NKJV
Meanwhile, Saul was uttering threats with every breath and was eager to kill the Lord’s followers. So he went to the high priest.
NLT
All this time Saul was breathing down the necks of the Master's disciples, out for the kill. He went to the Chief Priest
MSG